Giants’ Xavier McKinney opens up about losing three fingers

There was more fear than blood on Xavier McKinney when his life changed in the blink of an eye.

No one has a greater appreciation for what the Giants’ playoff game against the Eagles on Saturday night meant than McKinney.

He’s the giant who can still dream of a football commission after surviving a personal hell.

His latest Instagram post shows an X-ray of his broken fingers on his left hand, Suffered in the aftermath of a freaky Can-Am accident In Cabo San Lucas, Mexico, during his farewell week in early November, he would have said it all if McKinney hadn’t felt compelled to say more on Wednesday.

I asked McKinney, standing alone on the Giants field home, why he had deployed the dreaded X-ray.

“First and foremost, to show how serious the injury is,” McKinney said. “I don’t think people understood the magnitude of what it was. They didn’t really understand the extent of the breakdown that really happened.

“I think a lot of people didn’t understand that I could actually lose three fingers.

“I almost lost three of my fingers.”

This is what the doctors at the Hospital for Special Surgery told him after the surgery.

Xavier McKinney shared this X-ray of his damaged fingers on Instagram.
Xavier McKinney shared this X-ray of his damaged fingers on Instagram.
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“When we were having surgery, the doctor told me afterwards, he wasn’t sure how he was going to be able to put all the pieces back together ’cause there were so many,” McKinney said.

“My fingers were broken.”

He returned wearing cast for a January 1 victory over the Colts that clinched a playoff berth. He had lost seven games of his third season. He said the fact that he knew he could have lost so much more had changed him.

“That’s why I say time is so precious, and everything is precious,” McKinney said. “I try not to take anything for granted.

“It was a life-changing experience for me.

“It was painful for me. I had never seen anything like this with my own eyes. It was different. It made me change my perspective on a lot of things.”

Xavier McKinney shared this X-ray of his repaired fingers on Instagram.
Xavier McKinney shared this X-ray of his repaired fingers on Instagram.
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His first call was to his agent at that time. Then he called Giants general manager Joe Schoen, head coach Brian Daboll, Ronnie Barnes, vice president of medical services, and Dr. Robert Hotchkiss, HSS orthopedic surgeon.

“They were all painful [calls to make]McKinney said.

“It was going through my mind a lot. I was still trying to figure out, ‘Okay, how am I going to get back here for the surgery?’”

It was McKinney’s second time out of the country.

“It was very scary,” McKinney said.

Xavier McKinney speaks after Giants practice January 18, 2023.
Xavier McKinney speaks after Giants practice January 18, 2023.
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Xavier McKinney during Giants practice on January 18, 2023.
Xavier McKinney during Giants practice on January 18, 2023.
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An ambulance took him to a local hospital.

“There weren’t any bones sticking out. It wasn’t a complete pool of blood. That was enough,” McKinney said. “They basically washed my hands to clean out all the blood whatever. Then they had to numb my hand, and then they had to pull my fingers out to put them in the cast. My fingers were like they were pushed in, and they were like they were ripped open, and they had to pull them out and put them in the cast.”

He stayed the night at the resort where he was staying and returned the next morning to New Jersey.

“I had surgery the next day,” McKinney said.

McKinney said the person who was with him during the incident was unharmed.

“You see guys on ATVs doing all kinds of activities every day during the season at any time,” said McKinney. “The way I saw it was how I actually explained it wasn’t just taking anything for granted, not taking life for granted. Obviously things happen, but you have to be able to move on and figure out ways to get over it and get better from there.”

Xavier McKinney, 29, celebrates his sealing tackle in the game against the Vikings with his Giants teammates on January 15, 2023.
Xavier McKinney, 29, celebrates his sealing tackle in the game against the Vikings with his Giants teammates on January 15, 2023.
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Giants defensive coordinator Wink Martindale remembers McKinney’s state of mind as they spoke.

“He was distraught,” said Martindale. “Embarrassed. He was sorry this happened.”

McKinney’s apology was accepted by all. He is one of the 10 Giants captains and one of their most vocal leaders. He’s a budding star who finished a wild card game By stopping TJ Hockenson before a first down.

“I’m just trying to tap into a different mindset,” said McKinney. “I think this year was also different because I missed matches, missed matches before [broken foot] my freshman year. Obviously I knew before the games that they were super valuable, that every game was valuable, every game meant a lot. But after that injury, after sitting all that time, I had to really sit down and really think through everything. … I want to continue. I want to reach the ultimate goal.

“I tell myself in my mind, ‘I’m not tired.'” I give each play 110 percent effort every time. … I have to push myself a little bit more, because the stakes are higher now that we’re in qualifying. I know my teammates need me much more than that. I know the defense needs me a lot more… When we’re not on the field, in the locker room, wherever it is, to make sure the energy level goes through the roof, that’s what I try to do.”

McKinney knows how close he comes to being unable to do anything. For not being able to help the Giants chase the Super Bowl.

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